flashback 1
black and white doves
"i can never speak to you again"
the man in the hood
how's my smiley?
recurrence of heart failure
he just disappeared
spelunking with grade school friends
heart failure
collecting trophies and strange happenings
at a club w/ friends
jen and the parade (alternate ending)
halo16
imprisoned in fire
three lost girls, in a few years with geoff
new years eve party
jen and the parade
dreams of her
kill 'em all
phoenix angel
part five
part four
part three
part two
part one
i never said goodbye
twice by you
nothing to stop me-date unknown

HAS PREMONITION--DROPS DEAD IN HOTEL LA SALLE.
late
Do it yourself Drug Testing
This dream is like a movie. see myself in different angles when the camera moves.
part three
Kitten Paws
A sweet Aaron dream
The Storm
Dirty Dream 2
a dangerous endeavor
'THE FOUL FORDS' OR THE LONGFORMACUS FARRIER
Birthday Party
Kirsten's Dream
IN TAVISTOCK PLACE {93}
Save me
a day in china town
Vanished House
Sweet Dreams
GET POLICE TO HELP FIND GIRLS.
"Scream"?
Bono, New Jobs, and Lots of Cocaine
THE BENEDICTINE'S VOICES
Sheep and Geraldo Riviera
Forgetful Me
Dirty Aaron Dream

Author: *~:erin:~*





these dreams fill my head

what do they mean

i was killed four times last night

twice by you

it scares me

because i know you'd never do that

or would you



**sobs**



i dont' know what to think of it



**fade to clear fall day**



**two young people in love

out for a day alone**



you chased me through the woods

a playful romp on a crisp autumn day

the sun shining bright in your eyes



**laughter**



and looking up was fireworks

in reds and orange

and something went wrong

you caught me

and there was something different

about your eyes

it scared me

and i took off

you came running after me

and held me down

in the fallen leaves



**screams**



the rest unimaginable

the last i saw

was shiny steel

in my heart and blood everywhere



**fades to black**



i woke up screaming

i thought i wouldn't sleep again last night

i did somehow



**fade to a bedroom

with posters and lights

typical teenager's room**



**faint music playing in the background**



together

curled up on my bed

we were talking about

all those little things we love

about each other

you tickled me



**giggles**



and there was nothing wrong with the world

and simple kisses

went too far and

now you had me in the one place

i never wanted to be again

you held me there

and i didn't feel safe anymore



**music crescendoes**



i screamed and screamed

and nobody helped

nobody was home



**pan over scene**



i was no longer in myself

i watched you do this

i turned away

when you knocked me unconcious

when i looked back

you were hunched over me

your head in your hands

bloody hands

bloody fingers

and you kissed me

hoping to take it back

too late



**crying**



you screamed

and i felt like i had just died

when i heard this uttered from your lips

'erin i love you

and i never meant....

forgive me erin

oh god what have i done

erin i'm sorry

i'm sorry

i'm sorry'

of course i had

the blood around me was spreading quickly

you ran your fingers through my hair

you looked into my eyes

i saw fear

love

self hatred

sorrow

and so on

you laid your head on my chest

and wept

and with my final breaths

i said

you are forgiven

and i love you

always and forever

even through death

the last i saw

was you



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