if you only really cared. if you only felt the way i do. i...care about you a lot. you cant talk to me the way you talk to her. you like me sexualy, but why, because i let you do what you want? what am i your bitch? your slut? your evil side friend thing? i really dont know, i want your friendship more than anything. i want to play with you and have fun. but then again you give me that something....i dont know!!! i....i wont say it. what the fuck do you want from me, i never know any more. im so lost and i dont know what to do. sure i could talk to you about it and then scare you away and i dont want that. i think i.....i keep waiting for you to get on line. but i dont think your "cuming" why are you only horny when your on line? why dont you ever really want me why dont you...........because i.........i cant stand it! i ........
