I'm back at my first year of high school. There's some time left before the class starts.I try in vain to learn the vocabulary lessons, but I fail completely. I read the words, but they don't register. I forget them as soon as I've read them. I get anxious. This French teacher will not accept any eyewash. I will have to tell her that I'm sick.
Comments: CFS patients will recognize the symptoms. This dream reflects the cognitive problems due to the disease. I've been having these school dreams for months now, showing that my learning disabilities have gone completely. This dream differs from all the others in that I have to face a teacher who will cut through all the baloney I might try to use in order to hide my disease. I always believed that I would recover fast. This dream shows the resulting tension of denying the chronic character of the disease.
This dream calls for action. I somehow have to face my disease. It's gonna stay with me for a long time and I'd better adjust to it. It took me several days to sort out the feelings the dream brought out. The complete analysis is just a bit too long for this page. But one of the solutions I came up with consisted of trying to get smarter and finding other ways for reaching what I want. And I asked my dreams to give further directions