I had this strange dream where people were talking about "ripping the baptism off your heart". I can't remember if my boyfriend Kevin or a friend suggested it to me, but my Kev really wanted to do it. So naturally I went to my best friend Soph for info on what I was getting myself into, and she told me that people get it done in a special clinic or something, but she never actually told me what it meant. While we were talking she kept colouring red hearts in her colouring book. After I left her room I asked some other people about it and they said "it bonds you together" and "it makes you closer physically" and "it's as close as you can get to each other". Later on I was sitting outside in the dirt with Toby (another friend) and Kev. Toby was riding her bike and saying something, though I can't recall what. Kev was sitting on my back for some reason. He kept smiling at me. I thought I'd probably end up doing it because it would make him happy, and the idea was enticing. I wanted to be close to him. At the time it reminded me of those couples who wear vials containing each other's blood around their necks. The same sort of feeling, I suppose. Kev just looked so happy about it and he got me looking forward to it, but I woke up before we could get it done together.
