Prefex
Demons
Apocalypse One
Beach Hotel
Caterpillar
Michael Jordan The Singer
Bassline Girl
Sorting Worms
Big Ladybugs
Seashells and a 70's House
High School People In Europe
Robert Downey Jr. and the Ceremony
A Movie Theater and a Wedding
Ice Cream Man
Toad The Wet Sprocket
Egyptian Sand and Flying Binoculars
Broken Bottle Cuts, Missing Teeth, and Death Threats
Travel and Strange Animals
Bono, New Jobs, and Lots of Cocaine
Backyard Missile
Bringing toys to the physical world
Chinese man next to my bed
Double Dreams
Back to the past
Fighting the Shadow
PREFACE
11 October 1995: Cognitive Problems Exposed
15 October 1995: Hermaphrodite and Woman
18 October 1995: Cracking the Ice
22 October 1995: Devil Abuses Women
24 October 1995: Violence Reaches New Levels
25 October 1995: Peace Keeping Succeeds
26 October 1995: Drugs, Poison and Food / Diplomatic Worries
28 October 1995: Dead Boy in the Pool
30 October 1995: New Friends Wanted
31 October 1995: Tame Leopard
1 November 1995: They Trouble Me...
POSTSCRIPT
A second start
Higher and higher
Music studio
Running with the visitors
I Had This Dream Last Night...
Dream I: Sepiroth
Alien Invasion
Since I was 10 . . .
First Lucid Experience
All My Dreams Are Lucid . . .
In and Out of Lucidity
Two Instances of Lucidity
Two Brief Experiences
what does it mean
Lions,and more Lions!
breadfruit
Gushing Water
pregnancy

Leigh kissing a girl, I'd like to see that...
Ice Cream Man
A Wishful Dance
sex tutorial
O_o WTF
yummy boy dream
Sheep and Geraldo Riviera
violet eyes
Dreams of The Past
Johnny Depp and the Evil Blonde Sorority Hooch
Sleep Talking
dun dun dun
Dias, dead, in the family van
I dont know how to say it
bitch
new years eve party
Airport Shiva
Eric Tries To Convert Me
Saved
Elephant
chi bed
Highschool? Penalty?
Taking Over For the Gods
Aaron Reading
Giant mom

Author:





I'm back at my first year of high school. There's some time left before the class starts.I try in vain to learn the vocabulary lessons, but I fail completely. I read the words, but they don't register. I forget them as soon as I've read them. I get anxious. This French teacher will not accept any eyewash. I will have to tell her that I'm sick.

Comments: CFS patients will recognize the symptoms. This dream reflects the cognitive problems due to the disease. I've been having these school dreams for months now, showing that my learning disabilities have gone completely. This dream differs from all the others in that I have to face a teacher who will cut through all the baloney I might try to use in order to hide my disease. I always believed that I would recover fast. This dream shows the resulting tension of denying the chronic character of the disease.

This dream calls for action. I somehow have to face my disease. It's gonna stay with me for a long time and I'd better adjust to it. It took me several days to sort out the feelings the dream brought out. The complete analysis is just a bit too long for this page. But one of the solutions I came up with consisted of trying to get smarter and finding other ways for reaching what I want. And I asked my dreams to give further directions

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