From my last entry to the next, i have had a lot crazy dreams, but unfortunately either forgot them or couldn't get a chance to write them down.
This one is a little sketchy right now, and i'm writing as much as i can that i can remember. There is SO much more to it, but this is just the tail end segment.
keyye dreams:
It started with Survivor (of all things!) where Mel Gibson had, in a pirate-type way, docked to hide and spend some time. A Survivor castaway cowboy and a few others were talking to Mel (also all decked out as a cowboy!) and his friend who were treasure-hunters. Mel and his friend had a treasure map that they showed the cowboy castaway, in which was detailed the "Florida Gateway". The map was a simple design of a wide, blocky path leading from Georgia into the heart of Florida.
Somehow there was a transition from Mel Gibson and Survivor to my best friend Chelsea and i with a copy of the same map in a conveinence store in Florida. The blocky path lead to a few named small towns in those blocks. One of the names was odd and began with an "I". When we asked people of the town about that one, we could feel the animosity those people had for them, as competition or something.
A lot of people wandering around the store had blonde to dirty blonde hair, like chelsea's, and most were young and attractive. My dark hair was a strong contrast to theirs, but instead of hostility to a stranger i was received as attractively exotic.
We flirted with the cashier for a while about the map and the towns, and chelsea eventually just drifted off to look at art supplies. I kept talking to the cashier, who was young and attractive dirty-blonde guy! After some time talking to him and his friends who'd walk by, he began to very nonchalantly and subtly rub his thumb against mine, as if i couldn't tell! I was so touched, i couldn't move. I didn't draw any attention to it, because he hadn't, and i just stood there by the counter enjoying the rare gift of love from a stranger!
ANALYSIS:
Well i know that my family got hooked on Survivor, especially my dad, and they would discuss the dynamics of the group and the footage to figure out who was going to be the next one kicked off the island! I didn't watch it as much as them, but i did a few times because it was a good way to bond with them before coming back to college. Do you hear that? I'm a good girl! (...sometimes... ;)
I have no effing clue where Mel Gibson came from, especially as a pirate-cowboy! But i do remember thinking in the dream that Mel was acting pretty badly. I then gave him a break by thinking, well, Survivor is live-action shooting, so he only has one take to get it all right and because of that he's probably nervous.
I guess i was getting tired of Survivor and Mel Gibson, so chelsea and i hit the spotlight with the map. I can see the map so clearly in my mind, well, except those names. It was a pretty simple design with straight lines and rounded edges (not the paper itself!) and i could still draw it if someone gave me a piece of paper.
But i do know exactly why chelsea and i were in florida. Spring break last year i helped her family move her grandmother who lived on the southwestern part of the pennisula move into a retirement home. On the way down we stopped by Jacksonville to visit her uncle and his family. The trip had some sad moments, but a lot more of good times. Even in the dream i could sense this was the reason we were there, although we were never in those small towns or towns like them.
Chelsea was born in Georgia and her parents both lived in florida during their childhoods, but i don't think that is the main reason why all the people tended to have either dark blonde or old grey hair.
And the cashier guy thing, I guess i just wanted attention from people, not feeling attractive lately and all that. Not just unattractive as in physically, but also as as a person in general.
There aren't many randomly nice people here at college, which is saddening. So many aloof people, some of which are snobs, and nobody wants to open up at all. Its worse than highschool here! (and i liked highschool, knew everyone, some people talked to you, some people didn't, but you knew almost everyone from all different circles) although my highschool has gone really downhill since we graduated (its true).
