I dreamt that Zoot was going out with kerry's ex girlfriend. Though I was a little fuzzy on the exact details. Then I dreamt I was in a huge house, where I was a contestant in something like The Miss New Zealand Pagent. There were other girls around me too. I remember looking alot prettier than I usually do. Pretty enough to enter into the contest. I was looking into the mirror and saw my hair in a pony tail. The house was like one massive building. It had many rooms. Before the final day of the pagent, I remembered I had agoraphobia and told the people running it that I would not be able to handle walking in the open spaces. So I didnt stay in the pagent. There was this guy in the dream who was kerry. But he didnt look like kerry. He yelled at me. He hated and resented me for my struggles. I felt really anxious when i woke up and very depressed.
