I'm in the middle of this huge hall... Thousands of people are all around me... And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, trying to get someone to listen. No one turns around to look in my direction, they're all laughing and smiling... All the while I'm crying and screaming.
A man comes up behind me and covers my mouth... He pulls me away with him, kicking and crying, trying to get him to let me go. He pulls me into a room and throws me to the floor... I start crying as he pulls off his clothing, telling me that girls like me get punished... That I'm a terrible person and deserve everything I'm going to get.
He tears off my clothing and I curl up in a ball to protect myself... he grabs me by the hair and tells me that if I don't do it right he'll kill me... I'm crying and screaming for help... One by one my friends enter the room... They all tell me to just do it and get it over with. Alex tells me that it will just be another thing for me to bitch about... Dean tells me that it'll be "just like last time."
