This is the most memerable of the many dreams I've had of Josh. And the one that tells the truth of what happend, and how I'm going to end up if I don't get over it.
Josh and I were friends again, I guess, we were walking outside the school just chatting about things. I must've been grinning like an Idiot, becuase I don't know how long I've waited to become friends again with him. So, were walking along, and then Rachelle comes up to us, and glares at me. She said something, I can't quite recall, and Josh leaves me, and stads by her side, both of them glareing at me. Then Rachelle pulls out this huge ass knife, and starts to stab me in the stomach with it. I look up at Josh, crying becuase it hurts, and crying becuase he just stood there. I begin screaming for him to help me, while Rachelle continues to plunge the knife into me. He stands there, watching me slowly bleed to death, not a trace of any emotion in his eyes except anger. It was very disturbing watching myself be stabbed to death, by a girl who I hate with all my being. I woke up shaking and crying, It took me a while to calm down and realize it was a dream.
