i was dating a guy from my past. a guy that makes me sick to my stomache. the things he did to me...the way he made me feel. i was just an object to him before he cheated on me... but in my dream i was still with him. i loved him. but there was someone else out there, who wanted to be there for me, but i was oblivious them. i asked this pig of a man, as i held his hand,"you don't want to be with me, do you? you don't love me... you never have."... the response i got made me cry...he said he never loved me. the only thing he loved about me was how i wouldn't move if he put his hands down my pants while he was driving. he loved how i wouldn't fight him.... and it's true. i started running, noticing how dark green the grass was, but still trying to get away. i couldn't move fast enough. it was like i was in slow motion. him and the person i was oblivious to began to laugh at me, and started to swing on swings. i got mad tracers off of the motion of the swings, and it appeared almost red. they continued Mocking me, and i just kept trying to run, trying to get away..but i couldn't move. i just stood there, crying, staring at them...bleeding...
