I was listening to a song, or looking at a video..or something similar, and I knew that there was some sort of hidden message and I would die if I listened to it. It was Sunny Day Real Estate, actually, and it was song number 5. It's weird because I don't really even like that song. I usually skip it, but anyway, it killed me. I had been going to PROM with MY SISTER(wtf?) and we had been getting ready and all of that nonsense, and then somehow I am in this huge house with paintings and such. My mom was this woman who resembled Michelle Pfeifer, but I made her up. She was painting tiles and making pretty designs. I was dead. I told my mom that she didn't have to worry about me anymore, that she wasn't even my mom anymore. Time had reversed and she wasn't married and she had no kids- nothing to worry about. She kept painting and we were crying. She was happy. I wasn't. I don't know what the meaning was, but it was so weird. I don't want to think about it.
