Man, it's gotten to here lately I have been dreaming of my past. Well, actually I do that alot. I guess it's cuz that's all I have. Are just memories.
Anyways, last nights dream was a lil odd. I dreamt of my aunt and one of my cousins. I haven't even seen or talked to them in like, ummmm, 11 or 12 years. Ok, back to the dream. Well, we were supposed to meet them at this place. Kinda like a camp ground. It was a mixture of like when I went to JSU honor band and a camp ground. I remember seeing my cousin and I wanted to hug him so bad but he just kept staring at me and he walked off. It was horrible. I felt like my mom wouldn't let me hug him. I dreamt of this one guy I hadn't even seen since 8th grade. We all were just goofing off. I can't remember exactly what all was happening. It was like at this lil pond and the sky was kinda hazy. My brother was a lil baby again. I had lost him and I was trying to find him. It was like my dad just didn't care. Which he doesn't, but that's beside the point. It was cold, but all I had on was a t-shirt and my panties.
Then I dreamt I was visiting my old Elementary School. I had a pink sweater on and these lil kids like put their habd prints on my back and I was yelling at them and running to the bathroom telling them to stop it. And I was trying to wash off the finger paint with soap and water and my sweater got rip spots in it. I looked in the mirror at my sweater and it was all torn and I looked almost nuthin like I do now. I had straight black hair, and my eyes looked black too.
