Well, I don't know why I keep having these bad dreams about my sweetheart, but I do. Last night we had a really nice evening together, and I even teased him about not coming into my dreams that night if he was going to be mean in them. Well, I did dream about him. I called him on the phone and we were talking in general, and then he told me that Laura from work (who doesn't even work in his department anymore) told him all about this hot girl she knew and how he got turned on when Laura told him about this girl's measurements. So he told me that he was going to a single's bar in Saint Louis to try to find this girl and because he just wanted to go out alone. I started crying and asking him why he didn't want me to be with him, but he just kept ignoring me on the phone and then he hung up :-( I just couldn't believe I dreamt about him wanting to cheat on me again! I told him about it when he called me from work today, and he can't believe I would dream something like that about him. Truth is, I am shocked too. I know he loves me and I am sure romantic dreams are in my future :o)
