Endless Cafeteria Nightmare
Grrrrrl Power Orgy
The Day I Crashed a Stolen Car
Weird Rape Dream
The Boyscouts of America at Burning Man 2002
Queen of England
Carnivorous Orchard Dream
The Tower and the Candy
A Green Stone
Yet Another Sex Dream
Naked Convelescent Home
sanctuary?
Scary Miscarriage Dream
Pure Buttermilk Chocolate
drowning into thin air
High School Sex Dream
Mourning the End of the World
glass ceilings and cocktail parties
Jealousy
'Beautiful Children' resort McDonalds
Two Totems
Lil Bro and the Scam Artists
The Harvestor
Metaphysical Spy Movie
Mother Daughter Camp
Am I Popular Enough Yet?
Night Rave at the Zen Garden
Nick Twisp and the New Fangled Western
Jenny of the Suburbs
room mates in the City
Identity Theft
I AM MELLOWCHEESE
The Angel of Stinky Music
Yet another cardboard box
Halloween Early
non-consensual remodeling
the unexpected serenade
the flying box
Prison Dream
Another Nightmare
strange, burgundy colored wings
lost
just when I thought I was done with my ex....
im dead im dead im dead
The Odd Friend
sucked in
I don't want to be a game-show star
flying away again
a long, dark ocean
giger-ized
Brightly Colored Skull Necklaces
I hate my job.

Sheesh, Elizabeth, this is GOOOD stuff, isn't it?
THE BENEDICTINE'S VOICES
HAS PRESENTED IT.
My Stalker Soulmate
Murder
hospital
Slimy Fish, Blood, Bad Poetry, and Other Things of Annoyance
it's not easy being a princess
Me & Chris Klein
Chickens on fire!
War
not really x-gunmen
Crossing beaches
I woke up in fits.
Ashes
Gushing Water
To Dream..August 15th 2003
Airport Shiva
yikes
Cheezy Princess
War, Books, Necklaces and Computer Trouble
Friend From Another Planet
barman on the bus
Cornfield
I Feel Like Crushing You

Author: uberbudgie





I'm in a place I have always wanted to go

back to, the red, throbbing, gellatinous

tomb of flesh from which I began... But

I'm terribly unhappy and frightened; I'm

-way- too big and the chemicals are

wrong... I feel constricted, trapped,

the flesh around me is terribly tight and

wrong. I shouldn't have such breasts, or

these thighs, or these buttocks... It's

all wrong and I feel my oxygen

lessening.



The taste is wrong, I can feel the

flesh that binds me stretched tighter

than a drum, I scream but my mouth

is full of saline and I have forgotten

that when I breathe water, I have no

voice. The flesh around me keeps

tightening then I feel something hard

and cold yank me from the back of

my neck and I cough as I'm dragged

through something so hard and

narrow that I feel my skin pulling off

of me on my back, my shoulders,

and my nose in rubbery white

scrapings...