Last night I dreamt that I was dressed in this completely gothic dress I sometimes wear. ( long black velvet skirt, tight, low cut black velvet top, and this black sweater over it. I also have black tights on and my dr. martin black boots) so I was in the band room from middle school. The thing is, it was the high school band and I was playing with them, even tho i quit. well, I was sitting there after we played, next to the tenor sax section, (still in the percussion where i belong) and i realized that i was still dating J.J ( My ex.) and this surprised me, so i turned to Hayley and said " I still go out with J.J!" and she said " what?" and I said " I still go out with J.J. I just realized that. and she said " Really? I didnt know you were still together..." but as I tried to explain, I was at my house walking down the road, with my dad to the gas station. SInce I live on the water, there's a crab/shrimp/fish house down the same road and after we passed it, there were some black guys all up in the ditched looking for the top to a gas can. My dad would normally help anyone, but for some reason he ignored them with surprised me, but i ignored them too. On the way to the gas station, more black guys and white guys and old guys that work there, were carrying fishing lines and crates to the gas station. when we finally got there, it was more packed than usual. and my Mom and my brother Nick was in there too. I wandered off and shoplifted some candy, but ate it while i was in the store and i saw these easter and other holiday signs in the corner. i picked out the ones i liked and kept walking around. the old lady at the counter kept dropping things and throwing them away. I walked over by the freezers where all the fishy people were and there was my neighbor Jesse stocking the freezer with ice and I asked him if he wanted to come over or something, and he said he did, but later. so I went to the check out where my dad was and there was this little girl standin there, maybe 3 or 4 years old staring at the old woman and for some reason i knew she wanted that huge thing of candy the old woman had in her hands. the old woman dropped it and the girl's eyes lit up, but the old woman threw it away anyway. then i was going through the signs showing them to my dad and there were more there than i had picked out so I found the lame ones and put them back, but there was one of this pink bird. i don't know what it was. kinda like a goose/rooster thing with lots of feathers and that's the one my dad said he likes and I agreed. then I was in the back, by the drinks and there was a group of girls in the front around my age, who i didnt know, but seemed to know me. and they said " Hey Ashley! you're our aol girl!" and I was like what are they talking about? and they go again. " Ashley! you're our aol girl!" and I looked up and smiled cos i knew what they ment, which was nothing to do with aol, really, they were calling me the goth chick in that contacts ad, and i knew what they meant.
