at first i was skiing, and i had a bag with a cd player in, then i had a stereo, a cd dicsman, a walkman, and one with speakers. i had to arrange them inside my bag which had turned into a suitcase. then i had lots of little animals that i had to arrange and inside my suitcase was like a dolls house. finally, i was inside the dolls house in a bed. natalie and jenny were there and i started crying. they were talking about me but i pretended not to hear and hid under the covers.
my mum had died and that was why i was crying. then i went to a supermarket and i realised i was different. i told myself i was special now. and then that i had more reason to be depressed than the people around me.
annabel chased me through the supermarket telling me her mum wanted to be my new mum now and i told her i didnt want that and hit her and sat down crying.